9th november
will do a short update.
i have tons of photos in my samsung, sony and webcam.
GG.
uploaded a few tt night, but i fell asleep halfway.
on sleeping pills.. baby says, i talk nonsense like..
" eh i want tt jacket buy for me " blah blah..
ahahhahaha. =)
as we haven book tickets yet. =\
the other time we booked MJ, also didnt go.
all my fault!

preparing to go to the doctor.
DOCTOR IS IRRITATING, cause he always ask me to cut hair.
show u all in the nexxt entry okayh
HAHAHHAHAHA.
i choose leopard PRINGZ tt day. =
so i zi lian alot!
but i did not realise till i was out. LOL.
finally my B has arrived.. but NO zilian does not stop here.
anyway look at this picture HAHAHAHA.
look at my hand.. the left wan.
cb look like duno wad shit hahaha.
but i like this picture. =D
BUT CCB CCB. the fcuking waitress went to pour fish soup into my normal soup.
im allergic to it and OBVIOUSLYYYY i was pissed offffff.
anyway, the first time i ate shabushabu..
was with my beloved dearest grandpa.
i actually cried the whole trip in the taxi today,
just because, he used to be a taxi driver..
u know every singlething related to him makes me think of him.
its painful. tmr is the one month uve been away.
i miss you so much u know?
i brought ah ma to buy lipsticks. i order BB cream for ahma..
and ettusai blusher.
if only u are here. u will see how pretty ahma looks with the make up i bought for her.
and in jan, ahma will teach me how to gamble in gentings casino.
dad says u know how to analyse which numbers will come out.
why cant u be there to teach me..
i fcuking miss u.
for the sake of them,
im trying to be happy, and not sensitive,
for the sake of them,
i hold back my tears when we are eating.
for the sake of them,
i keep everything to myself....
anyway, i had to go out, i cannot stand being at home and thinking of him
so baby brought me to tampines mall, bought for me white liner.
and den to tampines one SASA to buy lipstick.
minitoons to buy stickers/gummies.
walk around.. get my mind off things.
we love and miss u.
i will update again.
xoxo,
mantha.
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