im back.
i still miss ahkong alot and am trying to accept it.
tmr will be collecting his ashes.
did a poster for him,
i will upload the photo of it soon.
when i saw my poster tgt with ah kong;s coffin,clothes and everything.
on its way to cremation, i couldnt stop crying.
i suddenly thought of last time,
when ah kong would never complain when there was a need to fetch me to sch
as early as 6 or 7 or home as late as 10.
but when ask previous bfs to do it, they will complain.
a familys love is always the greatest.
ah kong will always make sure my fav green tea is in the fridge.
nobody else except dad and ah kong will do tt!
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. i will be strong so he will leave in peace.
i just want to say, i miss you gonggong.:)
cant wait to see you again!
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little update of my life..
ive tendered but yet to be confirmed.
due to health issues. i ve been falling in and out of sickness every few days.
even during ah kongs funeral, i fainted and could not kneel to pay respects to him.
i deserve to die.
guess it was due to low blood and not eating for the entire day..
took my medication without eating and i had serious gastrics.
obviously, nobody had the appetite to eat nor sleep during this period.
still, ive got to thank baby though we did had some quarrels here and there.
he force fed me, dried my tears and lend me a shoulder to cry.
not forgetting sl, one of the 2 who comforted me.
the rest........ can go and eat shit :)
so much for being " friends ".
anyway, back to topic, stopped working..
and i have an interview tmr but my parents are against me working.
im really confused.. everything seems to happen at one shot.
FML!
okay. pictures.
the day before everything happened, we had shan fang at airport.
this is my yummy noodles.. we ordered many other dishes..
but i was too hungry to take pictures.
and as a staff we only paid about 20+ for 5 dishes!!! MADNESS!
with drinks!
baby taking my photo..
and im taking baby's..
can you see my cheekbones?!
smoking room. stupid face x=
my lanyard, full of badges.
i bought the smiley face wan for 1 dollar,
the rest is free.
do you see the " ask me i speak english and hua yu"
apparently, customers think tt im malay..............
chiochio nails. i mean e colour.
posted to the new outlet at the start of the month
but only on the 16th den i really get to work properly.
was posted to MJ event and MC the rest of the days.
i think its time to dye my hair.
unfortunately, i CANT. zzzzzzz.
<3>
:p
last before i go!
upload more tmr!
xoxo,
mantha
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