for u i will be strong

what do you do when you;re bored?

ive finished watching ANTM cycle 13 for this week's episode..

IM A LOYAL FAN. i love watching pretty ladies..

and this season is all about petite ladies.

which makes me want to watch even more.. cause they are all short..

ive also finished watching gossip girl season 3 .. cannot wait for next week episode..

i love this two shows.

ive nothing to do at home.. finished reading all my japanese/taiwan magazines.

baby reserved another 7 for me.. so i can read..

gonna buy them when our pay in..

ive also... finished blog shopping..

finish as in i really jump to every link i can find..

and i figured tt i should STOP.

cause the more i see the more i want to buy..

waste of money since im staying home..

currently watching xia yi zhan xing fu. meaning next stop, happiness.

IM REALLY BORED TO THE MAX!

AND i found gong gong photo.. carrying me when i was a baby..

im going to keep it in my wallet! :)

gong gong, how have you been?

just now, nothing to do, looking through my photos in my laptop.

i think i can take days to finish seeing all the photos.

realise that i usually take alot of photos using my webcam when im bored..

but i seldom upload..

this is what boredom can do to you!

being a naccicist!

acting cute!

acting cute again..

many more but i figured i should save for other days when i no pictures to upload lol.

bf has been very nice to take care of me..

as in i lie on bed he feed me..

cut my fingernails for me.. take water for me..

buy food for me.. even though he working..

"fu" me to the toilet/wherever i want to go..

im not exactly bedridden. just have abit of difficulties in walking..

but his temper has been bad.. (roll eyes.. talk rudely etc)

ask him to take care of himself, he roll eyes at me..

I KNOW LA I NAGGY RIGHT HAHAHAHA.

LOL i think he is fustrated to take care of me =x

just kidding, everybody has a temper i guess..

and moreover, i can be up to my nonsense at times..

anyway, mummy daddy has also been taking good care of me..

im thankful i have people who care for me..

like my kaima, cousins aunties uncles, sl..

a few is enough..
dont need MANY :)

kaima bringing me to doc soon!

throughout this period, ive come to realise that family is really the most impt.

and tt they will REALLY stand by me.. no matter wad.

daddy say, i should stop crying over boys..

im going to learn how to do it.. he says tt ive cried over so many boys..

and its only when gonggong pass away tt i realise

tt my gonggong do much more for me.. nv complain and knowing what kind

of food i eat.. how i eat .. my eating habits.. (chicken no bones etc) fetching me all tt..

so girls.. be strong and dont cry over boys :)

im learning.. hopefully i can!

right now, family and recovering is my number 1 piority.

everything has made me cherish my family more.

i will never take things for granted again. :(

gonggong i miss you and, im sorry. love you.

xoxo,

mantha