miss...

he got me flowers the other day..

i was really happy..

he got me lunch ytd..frm t3 to t1 den t2.. im happy too..

he told me he miss me.. im happy too..

just small things but im happy..

but small things hurt me easily too..

think im weak sometimes.. but im just like tt..

i look fragile.. and im fragile..

i cant even pretend to be strong cause im only good at crying.

even if i pretend, people will still see tt i get hurt easily..

wish im stronger at times..

anyway......

today..im on mc.. pauline is sure to give me hell

when im back at work on tuesday..

but no choice as i have very swollen eyes.. very painful and red.

feel like drinking till i dieeeeeee..

miss my b..

xoxo,

mantha.