Wednesday, August 5, 2009

hate being sick.
ytd, woke b up to go town..
this lazy boy of mine is always sleeping..
reached town around 5?
walked around ION looking for food to eat.
nothing looks nice.
settled for something simple at the food court.
but now when i think of food.. i feel like eating good food!!!
faster get pay pls!
after ION we walked to central..
its like a mrt station away. seriously.
its orchard to somerset.
veryyyyyyyyyy farrrrrrr, ( for me )
at central, b only walk a few levels den say " here very boring nth"
so we left and went to heeren..
wanted to explore central more but i can see he is really bored..
baby wanted to see watches!
i realise the whole time, i m following him to see things..
not he follow me see things..
shouldnt it be the other way?
dono.. just want him to be happy.. bought tickets to murderer.
SUCKSLIKESHIT..
forget i read which blog
and rmb a person blogging tt the story has an unexpected ending.
the ending is CRAP -.-"
still have lots of movies ive yet to watch..
but no time!!
after movie we headed back home..
cause he;s working early today!
he bought bao and drinks for me today at work
small but im happy already.
i learn to be happy and not expect much
though i wish tt he will trt me like this everyday.
and stop saying hurting things..stop doing things to hurt me..
just talking to me normally, not attitude..
contacting me when he wakes or free..
even if its not as much as last time. its enough..
when he feeds me and when he hugs me......my heart melts.
juust small things will do..
i just want us to be simple and happy..
i miss everything simple we used to do tgt.
like cooking, playing games, slacking, lying on the bed crapping.
miss all of it..
my heart reallly broke when he said those things to me..
im very very sleepy and tired..
but im still awake just so i can msg him before he heads to work.
its 6 am already. im going to knock out soon..
my flu is killing me..
pray i dont fall sick..
BB!
xoxo,
mantha.

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