jeremy is my hero lol.

i vomitted ytd and today.

urgh the feeling sucks!

best thing, i haven eaten the entire day

so baby say i vomit my gastric juice..

ewl.ewl.ewl!

i need a hair cut!!

i took this photo because i want to see my eyes -.-"

after playing with eyeshadows lol.

and it looks as though i have fake lash on one side but not the other..

over the weekends.. we headed over to mah's place

after dinner with family.

i miss my baby alot!

the other morning, i was very very cold

and baby hugged me to sleep. over the blanket..

when he woke up for camp, i woke up also,

and gave him a smile, which is to me considered a " xing fu smile "

but when he saw the smile, he just laugh untill peng kind -.-"

he say i look very retarded..

so baby ask me to give him xing fu smile while i was camwhoring..

and he was seeing ah mah playing dekaron.

den i got this idea to take photo of baby imitating my smile..

but i think u look retarded not because u smile this way.

but because u ARE retarded HAHAHAHA.

proper shot, but my hand shake.. -.-"

he took this for me.=)

been smoking alot recently.

i think the camera sucks. like so pixilated?

before we went for dinner, u can see my eyes, one big one small.

one side double one side triple.

i know im smiling in the photo, but i wasnt happy.

daddy suspected tt i quarrelled with baby.

and its true i quarrelled with baby tts why woke up

with unbalance eyes lols

to add to it, we went hans river, and the fcuking oil splashed

into my eyes, tears immediately flow out non stop. shag.

this was taken months back but i nv upload.
but as i was looking through my photos, i think baby smiled
damn big inside this photo.
to see him being happy, means everything to me.

this is one of the best best feeling in the world.

to be able to lie in ur arms the entire night,

to wake up in ur arms..

to see ur lanjiao bin..

to smell ur smelly breathe..

.

.

.

.

.

.
when a couple learns to give and take,
they take a step forward into their relationship.
to be able to sacrifice the things they love to see the other happy.
to be able to accept the things they dont like about one another.
to be able to put down their pride and say " baby im sorry "
to take some time to reflect,
to think back on own faults instead of pin pointing at each other..
thats call true love..

being with u , i learn alot..
i learn how to love someone else more than myself.
i learn to compromise and give in.
i learn to forgive ur hurting words and forget ur mistakes.

i learn how to see my bad and appreciate ur good.

baby i love u.

ive grown to be pampered by you..

when i fall down, and feel pain

the first thing i do, is call out for u..

when i vomit,feeling sick, i cry for you..

when i wake up frm my nightmares, feeling scared, i look for u..

when im sad, i talk to u.

when im happy, i share with u..

when something funny happens, i laugh with u..

when im bored, i disturb u..

when im angry, i vent it on u..

when im retarded, i crap with u.

when im mad, u go mad with me too.

when i need to feel love and care, frm u, i quarrel with u..

.

.

.

when im in pain , u sayang me,

when i feel sick, u take care of me.

when im scared, u give me comfort.

when im sad, u stand by me.

when im happy, u are happy for me too.

when i laugh, u laugh along.

when im bored, u cheer me up.

when im angry, u cool me down,

when im retarded, u lame with me.

when im mad, u tell me im cute!

all my feelings and emotions are related to u..

be it directly or indirectly..

its because u are part of my life..

and i never want to lose u.

xoxo,

mantha.