friends? "HA HA"

i actually wanted to blog about something for damn long.

but because of my bf i didnt.

but now, i will.

i think my bf has sucky friends. not all.

claiming to SUPPORT him in whatever decision he made..

but of cause, never feels like it?

i dont know but i sense tt bf is not happy.

even though he says he is fine..

anyway, story goes something like this..

my bf has a so called " brother " but he has been meeting up lesser with him..

and also not even contacting?

so i guessed that that brother does not like me..

people tell me that reason being is that this brother of his..

has a gf who dislikes me because of the things i do.

but seriously, i dont care. not like i know her either..

zzzz.

i dont expect my bf to give up his friends for me..

and i can understand where he is coming from to be disliking me..

and i feel bad that because of me.. they are not talking already

and thats why i initiated to ask him to ask his friends out..

and talk about it..

he did..but of cause nothing much changed.

and thats something that i dont understand.

okok back to topic. i was saying..bf says he is fine

but i think he is not..

nobody wishes to lose the closeness they once have with someone close.

like a best friend.

bf was telling me that when he and his brother..

were at attachment..

they used to call each other and talk for hours..

isnt that sweet? like two guys being so gay hahaha.

i just hope to see him happy as a gf..

lucky he still has friends who cares.

ironically, people who claim to be ur best friend/brother/sister..

might not always be the one you think will always be there.

same goes for me..

i always feel that.. no matter wad, can talk..

but in my case and bf case, it seems not..

and when one side tries, but the other does not,also no point.

i know alot of people reads my blog,

and words spread fast, i dont care if they get to see anot.

this is just something that i felt like posting a long time ago..

its ME who want to post it, and not bf..

since they already dislike me.. so why should i stop myself from blogging. lol.

dont go blaming bf ok.

i need to go get ready and go meet my bitch.

xoxo,

mantha.