super miss.

sch has been physically and mentally draining me out.

imagine having to wake up 6+ in the morning to fetch bro

den head home prepare and fetch mum to work den go school.

brk time, fetch bro home again.. den fetch grandma to wherever she asks me to..

mostly tamp area.. and den back to sch.

one word. SHAG.

but, i still mj.

i dont want to go home thinking of him..

IT SUCKS.

been doing everything and anything i can to not miss you.

just now.. after mj, it was raining..

was thinking about you.. weather anot u will be sleeping in the rain again..

and i unknowingly walked in the rain all the way home.

till i reached my block downstairs.. den i realise..

the feeling so diff.. suddenly so dry.

without realising, i walked in the rain.. all the way thinking of u.. of us..

i rmbed the day we mj finish it was raining also..

and we hopped like some crazy 2 yr old kid

who is super happy tt their parents bought them toys.

laughing and laughing..

i dont show it.. but i really miss you alot.

even though.. i know ur phone isnt there..

and tt there is no way u will contact me.. i still look at my phone..

and wake up to look at it.. when im sleeping at night..

I MISS U BABY. MISS MISS MISSSSSSS..

:(

xoxo,

mantha.