Friday, November 14, 2008

CCN day.

am waiting for my girls to end school.

boring. boring. boring.

went to school for CDS.
first time going for Hospitality & tourism.
and psychology.
made new friend.
i was telling shikang.
psycho is so alien to me.. and there are so many weirdos.
he told me.. if psychology is alien.. den im the predator.
WAD THE HELL. on the spot laugh to my phone.
and psychology has many weirdos cause its psycho tts why full of weird pple.
excluding me.

cant believe i actually skipped so many lessons.
4th week den start.
cher say " so i finally see you " -.-"

all i can say is..

its been a tough period for me.
skipping lessons. skipping meals.
not taking medicine. drinking and smoking AGAIN.
not sleeping at night, sleeping during sch hours.
i feel as if im dead.
i may appear happy and crazy and all.
but i guess those around me have seen.
me at my worse.
thanks everybody who were there.
has been there. .. and always are there.
those stupid jokes that made no sense..
in an attempt to cheer me up.
people i seldom contact but yet when see me in school.
bother to tell me to cheer up.
people who send random smses telling me.
they know ive been down.
each and every one of you.

off to celebrate tonight.

you know hor,

you know hor,

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im going back school and getting my car a wash.
for 5 bucks LOL.

CCN day = burning hole in pocket.

xoxo,
mantha.

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