Monday, October 27, 2008

happy?

im fragile.
not as strong as you think i am.

i cry alot. but i dont show.
at home. all i do is cry.
i feel so useless at times.

i can go craazy,
i can talk nonsense,
i can sing, dance, act like an idiot.
i can laugh with my friends, disturb people,
but end of the day, all i feel is emptiness inside of me.

i hate this feeling.
i want to blog it out so much.
and now i finally did it.

cry cry cry.
i really feel useless.
no YOU make me feel useless.

xoxo,
mantha.

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