PILLS!

people who know me know that i fall sick easily
and i cant swallow pills.. ya tablets i mean.
i dont know why maybe its just a xin li zuo yong. (matter over mind)
and also, i have problems falling asleep at night.

recently because of exams,
i tuck myself to bed early in the night.
maybe lets say 12 -1? or 1 -2.
might not be early for some of you.
but it used to be like 4 -6 in the past.
so as i was saying,i tuck myself to bed around that time,
only to find myself tossing in bed for hours n hours.
till the morning. when bro is ready to go to sch.
den i find myself really falling asleep.

healths in a really bad state now.
even when darling with me..
i also cannot fall asleep.
resulting in me disturb his beauty sleep.
so........ dad got me some vitamins.
and its in gel form. OMG.
since i cannot swallow .. i cant only bite..
the skin of the gel. and all the bitter liquid comes ozzing out.
YUCKS. not to mention. i drink like half a bottle of water just to
force myself to swallow the SKIN of the gel. which is so hard.. =`(
the feeling is horrible. and my servings is 2 at a time.
so by the time i finish both vitamins. i already drink finish a bottle of water.
making myself so damn full.
but while im eating the vitamins, i try very hard to keep my mind occupied..
like reading blog.. so tt i wont thinkof the bitterness.
i have to take 6 vitamins a day. thats for the gel form wan.
and 4 for the gummie form.
is excessive vitamin ok?
i think i need to go get something to make me fall asleep earlier..
and. im ging exercise this friday. OMG> WTH.
me? exercise. LOL. major.
but no choice. as my body is really reacting horribly.

also.. there wont be anymore late nights for me.
so i have to say byebye to mj.
but i think once in a while is ok right? hHAHA.
hope that during these 2 months of holiday brk.
i would be able to get the rest that i was deprived of during sem1.
doctor says due to my anemia.. my recovery rate is very slow.
so dad says vitamins can help make me stronger.. since i lack alot of that.
=\ hopefully, my health takes a turn for the better..

I REALLY HATE TAKING GEL FORM VITAMINS/ TABLETS FORM!

loves,
mantha