to the bestest bf .

today i was awaken by his sms.
n it made my day. superb.

i skipped tut at 11 today and went for the tut at 2 instead. zzz.
after sch went to alicias house to do my projects.
and damn funny i laugh untill siao.
but very happy. today is SUPER HAPPY DAY.
darling call me.. told me he love me xD
also, have grt friends there for me whenever i need them =))
REALLY HAPPY WOOHOO. laughed non stop.
den did my projs and went home.
time now is 4:30am zzz.

ps: post ahead is only about bi. bi. bi. not interested can dont read.

i nv come across someone who can make me this happy.
happy as in, i feel like a total princess.
he used to do everything for me.
like when im hungry, he will buy food for me.
and when i wake up lazy to go make up blah blah to go eat.
he will be the first to go buy lunch while i continue to sleep.
cause im lazy.. and he never complains.
also, he is damn faithful.

not just that. i know he really cares for me.
EVERY SINGLE TIME. when i say EVERY i MEAN EEVERYYY.
he steps into my house, he pours me a glass of water and forces me to drink it. which if i dont, he shows black face.
because he know that i dont like to drink water.
therefore am always falling sick.
small little things that make me feel like he cares.
even though, i will fa xiao jie piqi n dont feel like drinking..
but den.. i still feel happy that he cares inside. hahahaa.crazy.
there is NEVER once he comes my house without pouring water.
ok there was, like maybe when he came into my house to use toilet.
but everytime he stays over, there will always be a glass of water waiting for me. lol.

not forgetting, he pats me and sayangs me to sleep everytime.
despite being the kun who is well known for sleeping...
he really will pat/sayang my forehead till i fall asleep.
he sings song to me..he cheers me up when im down.
i know.. that he loves me alot.. n tries his best to give me everything tt he can.
if i feel like going sentosa.. he also will bring me theere..
if i feel like taking neoprint suddenly, he will take with me..
while some of my other guy friends told me that they wouldnt do it..
een if gf ask them to do it. those guys only ai mian zi.
and some of the people laugh at us doing this kind of thing..
but seriously, these are just memories that me n darling build tgt..
n i really dont care if pple laugh..

and i think that we are really VERY happy together.
we can go shopping /slacking tgt.. we are just happy doing stupid stuffs.
he is probably the only guy that i talk to EVERY NIGHT on the phone.

but... on the other hand, im always the lazy gf..
and always quarreling with him, i scold him.. and i do nth but make
him upset time over time.. hurt him with my words and actions.
being unreasonable AT TIMES.. ( not all the time! ) lol.
i expect alot more than most people do.. im demanding.
but i dont think thati am. know what i mean?
meaning... i think its normal for girls to expect.
but i realise that when he is not there.. he has met all my expectation.
but i want more. and am nv satisfied.
im just stupid/ duno how to cherish, treasure and appreciate the things around me.

i dare not say that i will not expect him to stop caring for me and all.
of cause i still hope that he cares for me n loves me. n pampers me the same way.. even if he doesnt.. i think i will still love him just as much..
whatever it is, i ve learnt to cherish him more n esp after many things..
i m sure that he is the only one for me.
hong de kun. i love you.......................

its raining now . so i shall go sleep.
hope saturday faster come n i can see you. =)

loves,
mantha.