today..
i was doing fine today.
not that i wasnt missing hubby,
but had other stuffs to laugh about..
like shikang falling down.
im sorry shikang. its just super funny.
i laughed till.........
mys tomach cramp n i swear it hurts.
the feeling is like damn constipated.
but anyway, i think im laughing to make myself feel better.
i think im crapping to show everybody that im strong.
but when i return home, the memories just come back.
and yes i cried again today.
which makes it the 5th day that ive been crying.
i was really doing fine, n trying my best not to disturb him.
untill.i took a break from java and
my stupid itchy hand go n take the phone and look at our photos.
n of cause, even though i tried my best to refrain from contacting him the whole day, i still did eventually.
and of cause, i end up crying again.
im so tired. but with projects on hand.
i have no choice but to pull through.
i really miss everything like before.
and i hope u are doing fine when im not around you.
u must be tired , because youve been running thru my mind.
missing hubby much much still.
loves,
mantha.
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