small girl

i have alot of updates. all in my folders.

will update one day by one day slowly.

for now,

just one.

i snip my hair and everybody says i look younger..

im turning 21, but i will always be a small girl in everyones eyes.

dont know is it tt i look young or tt im just too fragile.

when i have tummy aches, i call my grandma and she gave me some chinese medicine.

when i was in pain last night, i called my dad at 5am and he accompanied me to talk on the phone.

he said daddy will always be here.

when my mum knows tt im going out in the night, she calls and ask me to go home early

when elder bro knew tt i was at o bar, he msged at 2 to ask if im home.

when im clubbing, i will always go " where is sl?"

and sl will go" look after her"

when i feel like vomitting after clubbing, i will find sl and tell her

when i dont feel well and feel like fainting , i call baby and tell him.

when i really have nobody else to call, i call my little bro

though all he will do is just ignore me.. and ans " wad u want me to do?"

lool, but i still love him.

and lastly, whenever i miss you, and feel sad, bout anything,

i take this photo, put it under my pillow and go to sleep.

i know, for sure, you will always look after me.

tt is why im recovering and tt is why, i am stronger now.

its been a month and 2 days,

missed and loved,

beloved grandaughter,

mantha.