PAIN

i miss going out to slackkk..

i miss making up and going out to shop..

i miss driving out in the nights.

i miss playing mj till late..(sorry sl!)

i miss being around people..(i love)

i miss doing things for baby.. (im sorry baby)

i miss bringing my dogs out.(im sorry darlings)

i miss eating seafood, junk food whatever tts not healthy..

i miss my life....

HATEEEEEEEEEE what im going through right now.

i feel like an absolutely sick patient just being stuck at home

and onto the bed everyday/night.

i really need strength and will to go through this..

right now, i cant even walk properly.

i feel very much like a handicap.

makes me want to cry.

sometimes, when im in great pain, i cry and pray to gong gong

to end my pain,take me away and be with him.. i miss him alot.

i hate suffering.

and life is unfair.

xoxo,

mantha.